I am trying to freelance produce videos through deamand studios.com which is my income/hobby, and it pays really well, incidentally; not only did I study film production and aquire a BA in the craft from San Francisco State University, the little video clip projects demandstudios pays for are an easy, work as you please, ideal freelance video job for me. I had an interview with a wine company and it is a full time 8-5 retail job selling expensive wine to people with money to spare which means pressure to sell more and more. I am just not ready for that plus I need to keep my unemployment going for when I start my MFA in Feb. I also am so deeply rooted with caring for my son and I feel that weeding me out of my 1950s housewife job will throw D and I off balance. I have read several articles in Parents Magazine reguarding this issue and pediatric experts consistently emphasize that dramatically changing a child's schedule, environment and even the presense of loved one can stress a child out. Although my husband and I agree that he would eventually adapt, I've felt sick to my stomach since the interview and I am only trying to make the smartest decision that will benefit our financial situation in the long run. Do you think I'm being selfish?
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